Life is such. Everyday working on something that never interested, and then play some games. Is it a routine or a must? And time goes by, become older and join more and more activities, and then with the feeling for the real and virtual world, dies. What's the meaning of life?
One wants to show that the understanding is vast. But one just can't offer the time and money to support. One afraid that life will end before something is created. One feels panic. But life goes on, only leave the emotions to vaporize.
What's the meaning of learning English, what's the meaning of learning science, only to be forgotten by the brain and proved one to be wrong, never should be so serious about everything. But one enjoyed such times. One never seek for a reward, one just yarns for them.
People travel, people eat, people party, people speak. Animal. Yet sentimental. But one never felt the pure joy in them, only in video games. One loves those machines so much. One is timid, one plays, one gets afraid of being laughed at, But one is calm when diving in those games.
Some games are too much of a product, rather than a mean of enrichment. Enrichment is not entertainment, entertainment is harmful, while enrichment can fill people with continuous power. Some games are pure enrichment, some becomes entertainment on the way, while others, hmm, one can see through those disguises from the start.
After all these babbling, one want to say is one have to come back to the game creator forum and start deep digging. Again. One is full of creativity, and one needs to sprout. Create something different, from now on.


you have a way with words:)